An Ordinary Mom's Musings

Yesterday, I spoke via Zoom to students and medical professionals from the University of Tennessee. The topic was, “What is it like raising my child with special needs.“ This is something I volunteer for regularly because it is so important to me that these young medical professionals have a small understanding of what is going on in the lives of the patients and families they see.

One of the questions I was asked was, “What do I do to be able to make it through the really bad times.” I thought that this was a really good topic for discussion here. Because if you have a special needs child, you deal with some really heavy things. Things that if you begin explaining to people who don’t experience things similar, will start slowly backing away and have a look of a deer caught in the headlights.

Our lives are different.

But we can still find beauty, peace, hope, and love even in the midst of the heartache and storm.

So what do I do that helps get me through?

My number one reliance is on God. When I reach that point where I can’t carry on, he has ALWAYS been there for me. He carries me through in sweet and miraculous ways. Like the time he actually sent someone to clean my bathrooms. I’m not making this up. He sent someone to do my most despised chore of all when I was at the end of my rope.

Finding, and making sure that I have things that bring me joy in my life is another thing that I hold tightly to. Fresh baked anything will always put a smile on my face. A good book, or British TV show brings a sense of calm to my soul I really relish. Playing or singing music, working in my garden to grow things of use and beauty. It makes me feel like I’ve really accomplished something and my soul rejoices in the beauty of what I have done.

Hot, long baths. This is my staple. When my children were small my husband had a very unpredictable work schedule. We also had very little money. Things people would think of for self-care, like going and getting a massage, shopping, girl’s nights out and vacations were very rarely something I could pull off. When you have kids like ours, even if you do have the money, finding a babysitter can be extremely problematic. So as soon as my kids were safely asleep I would grab a book and take a steaming hot bath. Water cools down? No problem, just add more hot water. I’m not sure I could have made it through if it weren’t for those baths. I have been known on occasion to take 3 hour baths.

Another lifeline was finding other people who were experiencing similar things. Parents who also had special needs children who had their own brand of unusual. One mom I know wore a football helmet every time she got in the car to protect herself from things being thrown at her while driving. I’m sure there was more than one second glass as she drove the freeways to and from appointments. But this is the kind of different we live in. Knowing that there are people out there that get why we do what we do, and can even top our story? It’s a God send. These are your people and your kid’s people.

So if you are wondering, “How can I make it through another day of this?” Try a few of these out. They helped me a lot.